Comin in Hot

Bring the body and the mind will follow

This weeks journal page is about symbolism. Think about the images you use over and over. Choose at least one and make a page based on what the symbol means to you.

I’ve been using red crosses for a while now. I had to confront what this is all about. Lately I’ve had the thought that I did life wrong. In my twenties I was hurt so badly by a boy (sun in cancer) that I never could fully let myself fall in love again. I had my work, I had friends, and dogs.

I don’t want to die alone is what it comes down to. But I haven’t dated in many years, maybe I waited too long? I don’t know how to change. Small talk feels unbearable. I barely can speak with check out clerks.

But so there it is, my red crosses. There is work to do to get over my isolation/agoraphobia. And I don’t know what that looks like. Stacy tells me I should take a cooking class. I don’t think Im ready.

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